Paul, Last night was amazing! I didn’t feel that much when you actually did the work (Deeksha), but later, on the floor, I could feel the buzzing of the energy. And, I sneaked a peak at you while you were giving Deeksha. I saw a column of white light going into the top of your head. I can sometimes see things if I look. When I was driving home, I was somewhat “out-of-my body” and felt disconnected. I went to bed immediately and slept all night for the first time in many, many months or even years! I feel great today and have lots of energy and feel really “up” for the first time in a long time. So, I can’t say that I got bliss yet, but I do feel different! Thanks so much and I want to offer my home to have Deeksha sometime (maybe a Monday night or Tues?) I live (in north Dallas) and I think I have a large enough den for about 10 or so people. Let me know…
Paul’s reply: The energy last week was awesome and many have reported wonderful results since that night. The energy is growing weekly and I’m happy for you that you had a peak experience with the buzzing and the vision… but I caution you to remember that you won’t have a peak experience every time. Many who receive Deeksha never have one but do get the end results anyway. The Deeksha is not about having peak experiences which are always short-lived… but Deeksha is about creating a permanent change in your experience of life… a change from being one who is “seeking happiness” to being one who is “living in it.” The fact that you slept well is wonderful and that you feel “up” is great! The “up” feeling will become a constant as you enter the “flowering of the heart” wherein you change your expectation and worldview. This is nothing you can do by yourself by intellectual decision alone… but the Deeksha will make that happen for you eventually.
Remember that for most of us, Deeksha is more of a time-release situation that changes our lives slowly so that we can handle the changes without too much drama. Keep having Deeksha often and changes happen faster than they would if you just receive it occasionally. I’ve lowered the suggested Love Offering from it’s original $30 amount for that very reason so that those who wish to can attend more often. Some attend weekly while others come as often as they can. It’s all up to you and how quickly you desire the positive personal changes to happen in your life. I Thank You for offering your home and would be happy to take you up on it. When someone sponsors me at their home or other location for providing Deeksha, that usually means that they are ready bring in new folks who will want to attend. Please call me at 972-964-5999 so we can discuss this further. It’s my goal to give as many folks the gift of Deeksha and “The Awakening” as possible. Anything you can do to help in that regard is appreciated! Namaste.
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Paul, Thank You for providing the Deeksha experience. The energy was so strong the night I attended. I very rarely perspire, but noticed that my face was sweating long before your hands ever touched my head. My body was electrified from head to toe. Afterwards my whole body felt so much lighter and I felt like I was floating instead of walking. An added bonus was the noticeable lack of chatter in my head. I slept all night for the first time in many months and was elated the next morning to still feel so light and energized and chatter-free. Can’t wait to bring my husband and experience this again.
Paul’s reply: Thank You for attending! Although most don’t experience much of anything while receiving Deeksha, some do. You’re one of them. But it may be totally different the next time you receive it so don’t be surprised if the experience changes. It’s not about what you experience while receiving Deeksha… it’s about the permanent changes to better your life as it finally “kicks-in” for you. I’m happy to hear that you were able to sleep well and that you felt so elated the next day. Deeksha does different things for different people as far as the “processing” goes, but the net results are all the same. Keep having Deeksha and your life will change. I hope to see you and your husband soon. You’re welcome to join us anytime. Namaste.
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Paul, Last Deeksha I felt very relaxed and centered – I arrived agitated and anxious I think (nothing to do with Deeksha!) and I definitely felt the power of peace and serenity enter my being and also while you were giving the Deeksha – during the week I have still felt very connected with Deeksha and even when I encountered lots of stresses, things worked out OK and I have been able to handle it all (e.g. my mum had to be hospitalized Sunday night, etc. etc. but it turned out OK Thank G-d).
Paul’s reply: The stress issue is a major one that Deeksha addresses. I’m glad that you’ve had a releasing of your attachment to the stress. It may or may not be a permanent release at this time but keep doing Deeksha and it will eventually pass for good. I know you operate a business and that can be very stressful. Our ego’s bring us the stress because it wants us to control everything. The Deeksha (as the neurobiological shift is accomplished) lets us release our attachment to controlling through our egos. As we become aware of “the oneness” we automatically get into “flow” rather than trying to control everything… much of that control being impossible… hence the stress! Our suffering is caused by our egos… and Deeksha helps you to tame “The Ego Beast!” Namaste.
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Paul, Thank you for your kind email. [After Deeksha Thursday night] I was feeling on the top of the world, very peaceful and positive. Got home Friday afternoon and that evening told my husband about the experience. He said that it was so good to see me smile again - that it had been a long time, but was skeptical and made some cutting remarks about the donation I made. Woke up Saturday morning feeling great and in a really good mood. But by Saturday afternoon we were back to squabbling. He cursed at me and said “didn’t figure that would last long.” I think it was because he had been next door to see his dad that morning, who is an extremely negative person, and came home in a foul mood. He said that I was the one causing the fight. But honestly, I think he brings in so much negative energy from his dad, and then his foul mood affects me. I don’t know. He’s gone all week and phones and says how much he misses me and then as soon as he gets home we can’t get along. Anyway it was like that most of Saturday and Sunday. Monday I didn’t even get out of bed until the afternoon and today I have felt listless and dozed off and on all day. Don’t know what’s going on. Feel really depressed. Don’t want to see anyone. Don’t want to talk to anyone. Could have something to do with all the stuff I’m loading up on that [my sister] and I got at the health food store - lots of stuff my body isn’t used to. Anyway, that’s where I am at the moment. Hope this doesn’t last long. Anyway, I keep trying to remember my experience at the meeting and the things we talked about on the phone to keep positive. I’ll keep on trying.
Paul’s reply: You had indicated earlier that your husband probably wouldn’t be very supportive about your doing anything that he doesn’t understand. Lots of folks are in that situation… where their “significant other” doesn’t “get it.” Perhaps that’s a Blessing in that it’s an opportunity to show them what is possible… not by telling them so much as by showing them the results of your participation in Deeksha. Even if he resists, the seed has been planted. He saw a positive change in you and that can’t be changed. Remember that seeds take time to grow, but you have to nurture them!
I understand about your husband’s dad and the negative interpersonal relationship that your husband has with him. His father, no doubt, made your husband feel bad about himself. His father’s inner guilt (created by his own ego) gets projected onto his son (your husband) as a way of relieving his own guilt-stress. Then your husband does the same thing to you. It’s insidious! And it goes on forever if you buy into it. Of course, you don’t have to. If you did nothing to deserve any chastisement, then you are blameless. But you said that “his foul mood affects me.” When the results of the neurobiological shift in brain function from receiving Deeksha finally kick in for you, those things won’t affect you to any degree. Remember that whatever we put out is what we tend to get back, unless of course, if we’re aware and making other choices to not play the game! With Deeksha, that will happen for you automatically. It won’t just be an intellectual choice but an automatic behavior. Get Deeksha when you can. I know that you live a long way from Dallas, but you can receive Deeksha over the phone by appointment. It all works equally well and the distance makes no difference. Let me know if this is an option for you.
Lastly, Think Good Thoughts! Try to see each moment as a Blessing, even if it doesn’t seem like one at the time. You may not even know what the Blessing is at the time you acknowledge the Blessing, but it will come to you. Remember, what goes around, comes around. Would you rather have Blessings or something else? The choice is yours. I’m so happy to have met you and look forward to talking to you and seeing you again. Namaste.
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We’re anxious to hear from you about your personal experience with Deeksha! To contribute send your comments to paul@Deeksha-Dallas.com. Many Thanks to all for their contributions.