Paul, I felt really good throughout the rest of the evening. The next morning I did not notice anything different. I am very in-tune with energy so I know things can be very subtle. What do you charge for private sessions? Thank you so much.
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Paul, A real miracle: [My significant other] and I have a two year old Yorkie, Cujo, (yes, she has earned the name) who has had terrible skin allergies for the last year. She had literally scratched until she had huge scars under her arms and had licked all of the hair off her front and back legs. We had tried several medicines suggested by her vet, but they all made her sick and/or very lethargic. Over the winter, her skin was manageable - only minor bleeding and scarring under her arms. When Spring arrived and the trees started blooming, the madness started all over again. We took her to the vet and had blood test run to confirm that she was very allergic to several types of trees and grass. The vet prescribed more medicine to help her until the special allergy meds that we ordered online came in. We gave it to her for two days and she immediately got sick from the medicine. We immediately stopped the medicine. We were very concerned because there was little else that we could do.
Paul had just returned from his training in India . We told him the very sad tale and he suggested that we try Deeksha for Cujo. He came to our house and gave her Deeksha, and I have truly witnessed my first real miracle. The very next morning, we knew that we had our little ‘psycho’ crazy hyper doggie back. For the first time in months, she repeatedly attacked us with her chew toy! The little dog has not scratched, not even once, since that night over three weeks ago. Oh by the way, we never even opened the allergy meds that we ordered online. We all thank you from the bottom of our hearts - especially Cujo!
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Paul, Again, another successful evening [of Deeksha] and it seems to be a pattern for me that the Thursday after is a processing day so I try to keep Thursday as quite as possible. I feel myself come back on Thursday evenings. Great…
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Paul, I look forward to meeting you. Thanks so much for giving me your phone number. I will call you sometime next week so we can schedule time to get me shifted [with private Deeksha]! I would very much appreciate having some help with the depression. I am determined to figure this thing out without medication this time. Thanks for your encouragement. Best and kindest regards.
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Thanks, Paul for the healing [private-phone] Deeksha yesterday. I agree I will be needing more. You were right, I did not feel like doing anything. I slept for a couple of hours after we hung up the phone. I am feeling better today… not so much "shortness of breath," but a little more of a feeling of being tired… I thought I would explain what I meant about synchronicity yesterday: I had done a couple of errands, one being a trip to Lowe’s to buy bird seed. When I went to pick up the bag from a stack near the floor, a Lowe’s employee came by and said, "I will do that for you." As I stood in line, a lady opened another lane just next to the one I was in and offered to help me; then as I was exiting the store, heading for the car, a lady (blonde, heavy set, well groomed) approached me (noticing my bag across the cart) saying "Gee, that looks really heavy, I think I need to help you put that in your car (40 pounds of bird seed). I said "no, I think I will be OK, and she said, "No, I need to help you." Then, "See…, how much easier it was with 2 people?" I laughed and said " yes, you were right, thank you soooo much!" Then she said, "I’m sorry that I will not be going home with you to help you take it out of your car." (I think she was an angel disguised as a blond haired lady).
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Thanks Paul for taking time to help my son last night. I know it was late and you were ready to go home. But you took the time to give him Deeksha before going home. He is doing so much better today and looking forward to the Wednesday night Deeksha.
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Paul, I am happy to share with you my experiences. I had many. First, the chakra clearing meditation was very helpful for me. I have always had difficulty sensing my chakras. That night was different. I also felt many sensations during the Deeksha-giving. On the first one, I felt a gathering of energy in the center of my forehead. In between the first and second transmission, I lost a sense of my head being connected to my body for a time. It seemed my body started at my shoulders, and they felt heavier than lead. Painfully so. In fact, when I moved just the slightest bit, my upper backbone audibly cracked. This happened 2 or 3 times. On the second Deeksha round, I "saw" the energy as quickly moving, sparkly particulate (mostly blue, white and golden). Or something like that. I imagine it to be the manifestation of what I sensed was an electricity-like energy (like static electricity) that I heard in front of me before you laid your hands on my head each time. I sensed something big going on for me, but can’t really say what.
When I went home, my brother called. That was so strange, since he’s the one who has been going on about Amma, and I haven’t spoken with him in weeks. I was only able to talk awhile before I felt the strong urge to be quiet and go to sleep. It was as if I was getting too drained too fast. So I hung up and went right to bed. I slept very well (woke up uncharacteristically early on my own) and remembered names and faces of people from 20 years ago that I’d forgotten.
For a few days, I felt rather "out of body." It was very hard for me to really attach to what was around me and focus my energy on activity. But that has dissipated for the most part. I am aware of dreaming pretty much nightly, and have a clearer sense of the "meaning" of my dreams. I am also more aware of the fact that they are dreams while I am dreaming. Sort of a strange multi-level experience of being the dreamer and part of the dream at the same time. Yet all the while, not being either, but an observer. Quite interesting.
During the day, I am uncharacteristically unfiltered and aware of my emotions as I experience them. I see them for being the temporary things they are and don’t get caught up in reactions or unnecessary activity. Still, the roller coaster sensation takes some adjusting. I know this is part of the processing, because I have largely ignored or tamped down "negative" emotions for most of my life. Rather than just allowing them to be and then be gone, I have resisted giving them any space at all. Now I feel like an open house.
That’s all I can think of right now. I am sure there is much going on for which I have no words. Just a sense that I am shifting very quickly. I am glad about it and look forward to tomorrow night. Thank you!
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Paul, [I] Really enjoyed the Deeksha experience last night. I look forward to next Wednesday. Blessings…
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Paul, This is exciting, I’ve seen the change it has made in my friend.
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Paul, to share a little about how I came to find out about Deeksha. I was reading a book by a devotee who has the same Guru that I do and he mentioned in the book that he had asked her about the possibility of him receiving enlightenment in this lifetime thru her Grace. She smiled and soon afterwards he had a week long "peak" experience that taught him he was not really ready to hold that vibe yet. The "enlightenment" experience subsided for him and he looks forward to reclaiming the experience in future.
So, having read that passage in the book piqued my interest and coupled with the information that my Guru had outlined a special meditation that if practiced faithfully daily that within 3 years you could become enlightened. Even with that great promise of course I still don’t do it faithfully as prescribed…. but have often. So, I thought to myself… Ok, Amma, can I have some sort of glimpse of "enlightenment" and let the thought go away. Then within minutes of that internal prayer I went and signed on the internet to check email. There was an "ad" from the Moonlady News advertising to come get "Enlightened." Well, normally I delete most all these things. I was about to delete this one but I stopped and recalled I had JUST asked for some Enlightenment experience. This Deeksha thing, whatever-in-the-world it was, may hold an answer and I felt it was my Guru at work to get such a synchronistic response so quick on the subject of Enlightenment. Needless to say I went and low and behold… I had a "peak" experience my first time! Paul, I was actually in it for 5 days straight. It was awesome. It made all these highly spiritual books, my Guru, etc… so much more clearer. I know it wasn’t my imagination running away with me because it was only day’s afterwards that I searched the internet and read about Deeksha and what others were experiencing, which is what I was. I had gone to Deeksha without knowing anything about it at all. I only felt guided to do so. I will admit, I felt "funky" because it was so unusual to have a different orientation to conceive and perceive with. And I actually had a sort of drugged feeling.
So, after 5 days of Heaven-on-Earth the feeling/experience diminished and I was back to "me" again. But I also new that I had somewhat shifted. I have not had another "peak" experience again and the after effects are nothing like the first time either. However, I can tell the energy dynamics within me are continuing to shift, albeit subtly, and I believe I am being prepared all along now to hold once again those more powerful energies I had at the beginning but with more excellence and elegance when the correct time comes. I believe the Universe also knew that if I didn’t experience something the first time I wouldn’t have come back. So, too, I believe my Guru gave her blessings on my Deeksha experience(s). Thank You for all your doing for us here in Dallas . It’s a great work. Much kudos to you!
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We’re anxious to hear from you about your personal experience with Deeksha! To contribute send your comments to paul@Deeksha-Dallas.com. Many Thanks to all for their contributions.